I love you, but I can't stand ya.
nineteen_63

I've tried to sell my soul
But no one's buyin'


Oh look, I ran out of fucks to give.


Carpe Diem.

The world I know.
nineteen_63


May 21, 2011: End of the world as we know it?



Has our conscience shown?
Has the sweet breeze blown?
Has all kindness gone?
Hope still lingers on.
I drink myself of newfound pity
Sitting alone in New York City
And I don't know why.

Are we listening?
Hymns of offering.
Have we eyes to see?
Love is gathering.
All the words that I've been reading
Have now started the act of bleeding
Into one.

So I walk up on high
And I step to the edge
To see my world below.
And I laugh at myself
While the tears roll down.
'Cause it's the world I know.
It's the world I know.



*Thank you imagehosting.gr

Wanderlust.
nineteen_63


If you were here
I could deceive you
And if you were here
You would believe

But would you suspect
My emotion wandering, yeah?
Do not want a part of this anymore

The rain water drips
Through the cracks in the ceiling
And I'll have to spend
My time on repair
And just like the rain
I'll be always fallin', yeah
Only to rise and fall again

If you were here
I could deceive you
And if you were here
You would believe

But would you suspect
My emotion wandering, yeah?
Do not want a part of this anymore

If you were here
I could deceive you
And if you were here
You would believe

But just like the rain
I'll be always fallin', yeah
Only to rise and fall again


Hallucinations
nineteen_63
It was 100 degrees. And the realization of what I really am just gave me cold chills.



And do you ever feel like you're alone?
And do you ever wish you'd be unknown?
I can say that I have..
I can say that I have..
And do you ever feel things here aren't right?
And do you ever feel the time slip by?
And I can say that I have..
And I can say that I have..

So hear this please
And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly
And look for the stars as the sun goes down
Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound
Everything, everything's magic
Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight
Prepare for the best and the fastest ride
And reach out your hand, and I'll make you mine
Everything, everything's magic

And do you ever lay awake at night?
And do you ever tell yourself don't try?
Don't try to let yourself down
Don't try to let yourself down
And do you ever see yourself in love?
And do you ever take a chance, my love?
Because you know that I will..
Because you know that I will..

So hear this please
And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly
And look for the stars as the sun goes down
Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound
Everything, everything's magic
Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight
Prepare for the best and the fastest ride
And reach out your hand, and I'll make you mine
Everything, everything's magic

Everything, everything's magic

So hear this please
And watch as your heart speeds up endlessly
And look for the stars as the sun goes down
Each breath that you take has a thunderous sound
Everything, everything's magic
Just sit back and hold on, but hold on tight
Prepare for the best and the fastest ride
And reach out your hand, and I'll make you mine
Everything, everything's magic

One day, too late, just as well.
nineteen_63

I first heard about Seether when I was either a junior or senior in high school. I fell in love with their music, their persona, and just everything they stand for. They know how to engage the listener and strive from that reaction. They'll always be one of my many favorite bands.

Favorite song by Seether ♥

Who wants to know?
nineteen_63
Everyone gets a little bit sad a little bit of the time.



Who wants to know?
All that is gold, is rusted
No one will know
Seasons cease, to change, and..

How far we've gone
How far were going
So here and the now
And the love for the sound
Are the moments that keep us moving

Waves crash along
Battered lonely lighthouse
Tomorrow shes gone
And if not, some, they somehow
Are, these, hands, always

Well this side of, mortality is
Scaring, me, to death
To death

Don't think about it at all
Just keep your head low
Don't think about it at all

Soldier On
Soldier On
Keep your heart, close to the ground
Soldier On
Soldier On
Keep your heart, close, to the ground

Don't think about it at all
Just keep your head low
Don't think about it at all

Yeah..
Will you take me tonight
Yeah..
Will you take me tonight
Yeah..
Will you take me tonight

Yeah..
Will you take me tonight
Tonight

Soldier On
Soldier On
Keep your heart, close to the ground


Today I am free.
nineteen_63
I think it's time for me to explain what nineteen63 means. No, i'm not pushing 50, but the person i admire most is. My mother, born in 1963, is the one person i have lived me whole life for. The ironic thing is, we have a horrible relationship and most of the time do not get along. I could tell you what makes her so admirable, but i think i'll save that for a later discussion. All i have ever wanted to do was make her proud of me and to make her happy, but she is a very hard person to please. It might just be the fact that she's my mother that i want this, or maybe it's something else entirely. Either way, nineteen63 has inspired me.
✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄ ✄

I've had a change of heart lately. I can't even tell you when it happened, just that it has. I feel good about myself; i have goals and ambitions. I'm going to make myself proud even if i can't make anyone else.



No one can make you feel anything unless you let them.



I'm in transit

Floating stranded on this boat
And I pledge my self allegiance
To a better night sleep at home
And the sweet sweet sun's comin' down hard
The sun's comin' down hard
It burns the bones
So hold a hand for cover
Hold a hand for cover
Hold a hand for cover from harm

Woo oo oo...
Talk don't change a thing
Oh, it's fading fader

Woo oo oo...
Words don't sink it swims
Oh, it's fading fader

Bless this mess
We tried our best
That's all that we can do
While the angels walk
With the lonely ones
In the cold rain to rescue you
And this fable world's comin' down hard
The wall's comin' down hard
On all our homes
So hold a hand for cover
Hold a hand for cover
Hold a hand for cover from harm

Woo oo oo...
Talk don't change a thing
Oh, it's fading fader

Woo oo oo...
Words don't sink it swims
Oh, it's fading fader


We stole our new lives.
nineteen_63
Fuck life. Fuck feeling sorry for yourself. Fuck your parents. Fuck your friends. Fuck your shitty family. Fuck what they all say you can't do. Fuck it all. I'll prove them all wrong.



To endless summers and bright futures.

Coming To Terms
nineteen_63
Have you ever felt completely and indefinitely alone? It's like no one's on your side, and everybody's against you. I'd like to think: We just lost track along the way, but it hurts like nothing else i've ever known. I no longer try to be perfect, but that's what it seems like everyone wants from me. Someone once special told me I never have to apologize for how I feel, and that I don't have to try and be perfect. It's not like that person's around anymore, so maybe who I am isn't worth it, maybe it never was. I just wonder now, when will my time come; I just want this hurt to be done. I am alone. I am nobody. (I'm not depressed, I'm not even wishing for death. I'm actually happy, because I know life goes on. I just wonder how long it'll be, as loneliness is a very long lifetime.)
 
I’m coming to terms
I’m starting to learn
This ain’t all it’s cracked up to be
’Cause I’m using you, you’re using me
It’s never as easy as we believe



Through The Storm
nineteen_63


If I told you you were right
Would you leave your life and ride?





You are everything I wanted, the scars of all I'll ever know.



I would run, I would crawl, to the end of the world for you
Give you all that I am
Just to see your face
I would burn in the fire to see you on the other side
Put my heart in your hands
To be beside you

To be beside you
To be the one who
Gets to be right next to you

Just say that you'll be mine
And run away with you
Together we'll make it through
No matter what they say
I've never felt this way
For anyone before
We'll make it through the storm
Together safe and warm
Just say that you'll be mine

I would live underground in the dark with no fear
Send my soul to the floor of the deepest ocean
Put my heart in a safe place for no one else to see
Until you come to rescue me
And set it free

To be beside you
To be the one who
Gets to be right next to you

Just say that you'll be mine
And run away with you
Together we'll make it through
No matter what they say
I've never felt this way
For anyone before
We'll make it through the storm
Together safe and warm
Just say that you'll be mine

Just say that you'll be mine

Just say that you'll be mine
And run away with you
Together we'll make it through
No matter what they say
I've never felt this way
For anyone before
We'll make it through the storm
Together safe and warm
Just say that you'll be mine

?

Log in